I see you smile at me from a distance
And my heart jumps at an instant.
You walk towards me with arms wide open
And right past me, to embrace another woman.
I can’t swallow, not even breathe,
Is it real or just a stupid dream?
I don’t know, I can’t tell,
It’s like you shut me into a shell.
I can’t see, I can’t hear,
I can’t hold you when you are near.
You don’t know, you don’t care,
You’ll be happy when my heart will tear.
Why can’t I tell you how I feel?
All the pain you caused me needs to heal.
You said you loved me when we went out,
I was in love with you, no doubt.
Then things got bad and you stopped calling,
I sat by the phone all night bawling.
I moved on in a month or two,
You moved on that night in June.
I forgot your number, I ripped up your letter,
I want you to know I found someone better.
You thought you loved me, I thought I loved you,
But all this time, I didn’t even know you.
And here’s some advice, get some help,
Cause all you’re trying to be is like everyone else.
-December 26th, 2004